Man! I feel Great!
I slept for... 17 hours. From 2pm yesterday to 7am this morning. But I woke up periodically to try to answer the phone (but they always hang up as I get it), or to vomit.
It was a PD day yesterday, and so I went to Strathmore, feeling a little nauseas, but I didn't think it was anything. However, as the day progressed, the worse it got, and so after seeing how pale and slow to move I was, my partner teacher sent me home where I crashed on my bed. Then, several fevers, lots of throwing up, and 17 hrs of sleep later, here I am.
Oh yeah, lots of prayer in there too. Talked to Kingston briefly last night, and he mentioned I may have been cursed for getting sick so many times. I honestly don't think that's too far from the truth. Afterall, I've been drifting away from God, and practicing some ungodly works.
Still, it's times like these, I wish my mom was still around. Myself, I'm too unreliable, and God can seem distant.
It was a PD day yesterday, and so I went to Strathmore, feeling a little nauseas, but I didn't think it was anything. However, as the day progressed, the worse it got, and so after seeing how pale and slow to move I was, my partner teacher sent me home where I crashed on my bed. Then, several fevers, lots of throwing up, and 17 hrs of sleep later, here I am.
Oh yeah, lots of prayer in there too. Talked to Kingston briefly last night, and he mentioned I may have been cursed for getting sick so many times. I honestly don't think that's too far from the truth. Afterall, I've been drifting away from God, and practicing some ungodly works.
Still, it's times like these, I wish my mom was still around. Myself, I'm too unreliable, and God can seem distant.
posted by Jonny at 8:12 a.m.
6 Comments:
Dude, can't change the past....just look forward to the future and maybe God can build some reliability out of the mess that is you....press on!!!
dude. good song.
dude. i think i got sick/infected whilst in Calgary. just getting better now.
hey jonny
the power of prayer... is amazing~
Somtimes God draws you into the desert so that you would seek after Him heart, mind and soul...so that He can answer that cry and bring you closer than you were before.
I cant even begin to understand what trials you have been through, but I do know that God often works in ways we sometimes wont understand. We walk through many valleys, but never without Jesus and our bros and sisses in Christ next to us. At the same time, I know it's hard, and sometimes it's not easy to let go of our limited understanding of our circumstances. Just keep pressing on, Jon. I am sure your mom is very proud of you for how well you have turned out and for your dedicated walk with the Lord. Sure, we all slip up sometimes, but that is exactly why we need God, isnt it?
Uh... dedicated? :P
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